I've always believed in scripts.  Some people tell me, everything is not scripted. For example, sometimes destiny really goofs up with her timing. Otherwise, wherever did this concept of  'wrong timing' come from? I have seen fate do very uninteresting, out of context things to people. Why other people, even me. Like right now, she is asking for a sadness to arrive. I understand this is her way of bringing a little drama into my life's script, every now and then. But, after all, she is destiny, I can never tell, if this is just a little drama or a turning point.

The confusion continues regarding the point, if really everything is scripted. While writing this post, I figure out, if there are things out of context that are happening, then may be, 'out of context' is an adjective to script. I am just to live it.

Every time she has asked me to, every time i have lived it. I remember, I had asked for a little time, to realize certain things, a few years back. She gave me a platter, of choices, timings and amendments. This time i did not particularly ask for time, but I know she knwos me, and she possibly was okay with the fact that, I was taking my time. With no objectiions from her, I thought she was okay with this treaty between us.

But now again, she comes, to see how the stagger in the knees sound, to taste my sweat running down my heart and mind. I have no choices to  make. No amendments to try out.  And time, is of course not apparently, on my side.

An incomplete, haphazard one then, for a new feather on my hat, is it? Let's collect it too.

But, just in case you are reconsidering my case mademoiselle , let's make this one large. I have a lot more to invest.  Possessions that have waited through years, dates, tears, laughter, stealth, declarations, denials, words and men...to get invested properly.

 Let me..

will you, honey?