every story has a world that does not want it the basic way. every
story also has two characters. one of whom will compromise and the
other will keep fighting. In my life...on the contrary in keep
changing places. sometimes i am the character who will keep fighting
and sometimes am the character who will give up and give in and
pretend to move on .. though with that loss, some part of the
wandering untouched soul gets disturbed. It's strange how life can
make a weird thing happen, which perspective wise cannot.. one can get
to be on both the sides of the same coin simultaneously. one can break
hearts..and get to have a nice cruel heartbreak.. simultaneously.. one
can get to be a hero.. and quite a loser at the same time.

A year back i was fighting, revolting.. for a friend who i believed
had been done injustice to. today i am bonded into continuing the
slavery of that very institution that once has been unjust to my loved
ones. And no one in particular has forced me to take this decision
really. I did it myself. i took the more bland.. easy.. regular and
ordinary path.. i chose to do nothing and walk away from what i did
not like. i chose to pretend.. that it does not bother me today. I
chose to pretend that I never had any morals.

i have a senior in this same institution who i keep bumping onto from
time to time.. he is one lonely fighter.. i don't know if it is
correct for him to keep fighting for his cause. but i can at least see
the fire in him.. the fire that's missing in me.

i remember there used to be times i looked like him, i spoke like
him.. and i wish him all the very best.. may he fight.. may he win.
may he finish my story somewhere, so I can finish his story someday.